Mating Lexi by April Cross

Note: this book was previously published as “Mating Lexi” on Kindle Vella All I wanted was to find a guy and get knocked up. Now, I think I have found a soulmate. What? Desperate times call for desperate measure—or that's what I keep telling myself on my hunt for a guy willing to take me raw and fill me up over and over again. Three years after losing my husband, I’m not ready for another relationship, but the clock is against me. I can’t afford expensive fertility treatments, so I’m on the hunt for men who will give me what I need. Until I met Noah. His sculpted abs and gorgeous eyes ignite every nerve ending in my body. He makes me an indecent proposal—he'll fill me up on demand, as long as I agree to be his obedient toy. Am I willing to make this agreement to get what I want? The way my body responds to him says that I will. There's something about him that makes my heart beat faster and turns me into one big puddle of lust and desperation. And when I drag him back to my apartment for a trial run, his dirty talk almost melts my panties off. After just one taste of what he’s offering, I’m willing to beg on command and do any filthy thing he demands. Only, the more time I spend with him, the harder it is to remember this is just a dirty arrangement. Someone needs to tell my heart that we can’t fall for a guy who isn’t looking for a relationship and doesn’t want to be a father. I’m not sure how long I’m going to need him, but it’s going to be one hell of a fantastic ride—and hopefully my heart is still intact at the end. Note: This novel is ghost pepper spicy with lots of dirty talk; including degradation. There is an element of using/manipulation as Lexi fumbles her way through trying to get what she wants.