Back to Shore by Taylor Danae Colbert

When I was sixteen, I was madly in love with Ryder Casey. He was kind, he was loving, he was everything. Then he killed my twin brother, just before our eighteenth birthday. Accident or not, he crushed me in more ways than one. So I turned him away and never looked back. I haven’t forgotten. And I certainly haven’t forgiven. Now, I’m sort of a hot mess. I’m in between jobs, essentially homeless, and newly divorced. But as I try to put the pieces of my life back together, I know that Ryder’s the one that’s missing. I have to find him, and I have to forgive him. And when I do, I learn that he’s not exactly living the easiest life. He needs someone. He needs me. Despite everything, I know I should be there for him. But doing that means I’ll have to put our past behind us. And I’ll have to try my hardest not to fall back in love with the man who broke my heart beyond repair.